my dad left when i was 2
my mom blames me for it
i hate her boyfriend
i have a sister i havent seen since my dad left
i know she tried to write to me years ago but my mom threw out the letters
i hate her for that
and because she wrecked a home
and made her bf leave his family
i hate my house
and my neighborhood
im sick of beign afraid to leave my house because all anyone ever does is get shot or stabbed or mugged or raped
i miss having a best friend
i have nothing anymore
my boyfriend lives far away
hes in the hospital right now
and didnt tell me why
but i know
please pray for him =[
i WAS a recovered cutter
not after today
i hate too many people
i really want to be happy
im sorry to everyone i hurt
i wish my bf was here and i wish he was alright cuz idk what to do
and im so sorry
for being upset
id do anything to make him ok
i love him
please pray that hes ok
im sorry