I'm really liking being single. Sure I miss the security of a relationship, but really, it's not so bad. One of my guy friends told me last week that the day he found out I was back in a relationship was the day he was going to ask me out. He's really cool. Smart. Cuuute :)  And there's another guy friend. We went to school together, but never really talked, now a year after graduation we're finally starting to hang out. He's pretty awesome too. There are a lot of things I really like about both of them.

I fall in love so easily, and now I'm trying really hard to put a wall up, to not fall for either of them. Because I don't want to get hurt again. I also don't want to hurt THEM. I know that having them as just friends is fine, but I'm scared I'll fall for them. I always do.

I should just go live in a shoebox somewhere under someone's bed.
Sorry for ranting, thanks for reading.

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Experience is just what happens when you don't get what you want.

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i hate when girls say that cuz i know what the guy whos fallin for you is thinkin

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yeah... I don't know. No one knows though. I don't exactly speechify it. It just sucks.
I know that if I hang around either of them long enough, I'll probably end up dating them.
*sigh*

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Experience is just what happens when you don't get what you want.