I was really drunk last night and I kept on asking the guy I like if he fancies me. He never answered so being drunk I kept pestering him. He still never answered until I said what my friend told me about him fancying the pants off me. He said he never said that he said he just said I was cool. So I shouted at him for calling my friend a liar :( I tried to kiss him and being pissed and him absolutely sober he pushed me away. I felt a fool so I put my head down on the table and he started patting my back to comfort me, then I asked why he held my hand and he completely and utterly denied he ever did such thing. I got myself sent out of the club (he works there you see) and I made a total fool and a half of myself when the bouncers dragged me out saying I need to sober up before I can go back in! He tried to put on a smile as I was led away...I could have died of embarassment.......OK, so today, I went round to see him in the halls of residents (I've been there before when we used to go to college together). When I got there he answered the door in his boxer shorts and said he was still in bed but I could still come in whilst he has a little lie down. I apologised and everything and he said he doesn't hate me and it's OK as I was drunk. Then I noticed that his boxer shorts were on the floor...he'd only gone and took them off and was naked under the covers....and he asked me to join him...and I did...but we never had sex, just sort of naked cuddling. He said he was going to tell his girlfriend it was over, and the worst thing was that I bumped into her as I was going downstairs. He never said he'd call me, in fact he still hasn't got my number, so I don't know what to make of this. What do you think should do??? And why does he say one thing and do another? (I know I shouldn't have got in the bed with him) :(
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I gave her my heart and she threw it away.