Seriously...it has gotten to the point where everytime I look in the mirror I get so fucking angry. My BMI is no 24.4....which is at the upper end of average weight....but it used to be about 21 like a year ago. Ive gained weight and I cant stand to look at my fat ass self.
I am stuck in this cycle of starving, binging and cutting....because I get so mad at myself for eating....
I just want to be thin again!