now everytime i eat i feel like a damn fat ass.
all i want is a normal eating habit. thats what my diet is for. to control my eating habit.
i guess it got worse to the point where somehting looks too good but i cant eat it because its junky and not part of my regular meal diet, i would tear up..
or whenever i eat now i feel so fat... i dont want to feel like this and ive NEVER in my life ever thought i would.
i guess i may have lost all my self confidence and self esteem all at once..
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the problem lies not in a lack of ability but in a lack of ambition.