Hey, Your situation sounds almost exactly the same as mine. I mean, I posted almost the same topic, and I got some great replies from these people. I highly suggest you take a look at the bottom of this paragraph to see if you can pick up any kind of help from them.
http://www.golivewire.net/forums/peer-pteons-support-a.html
Is it self-esteem? Do you not like yourself, and that is the reason why do you do not hold your head up high? That could be the reason. Meh, I wish I could help you out more, if you reply to this topic, I am sure we could keep supporting you!
-iwh
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