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( lana lang )
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I just feel really alone. I'm an introvert, don't fuck around if you don't know what "introvert" implies, don't tell me that I just need to start being more talkative and shit. I am very talkative and shit. It's just that when I'm with people, even close friends, I can never really let go. I can never dance or jump around or scream... I can laugh my ass off and make fun of myself but I can't, at the core, "let loose." So I get really close to people and then they discover this limit that I have with myself, and I secretly start flipping a shit because I realize that we're just fundamentally different and she'll always enjoy the company of others more than the company of me, and that she'll never understand me. I can be kind of reclusive when I sink into bad moods, but no matter what, I always have this strong need to feel cared about and have a strong compassion for the people around me, that I feel like is so deep that it would freak people out if they saw/understood/felt it. I'm actually known for being the most laughing, smiling person ever. It just sucks, that I am such a private person, and that even after times when I DO let loose, I always feel awkward the next day and get told that I have a "split personality." Your welcome for putting all that emo shit into one big ugly lump of a paragraph, for your viewing pleasure.
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lemme out of this place, I'm outta place, I'm in outer space
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I'm going to a pretty place now where the flowers grow
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Hey I know how you feel. I can never open up around people to the fullest. No one knows the real me. What I tell has been carefully calulted and thought out before I tell it. I am always wearing a mask and what not. It sucks but I know that I can atleast be safe from riducule and dislike with it mostly inside of me than if I tell people. 
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dude wow thats something. its normal to feel like that sometimes. your finding yourself. i do that all the time i just wish something bigger will come out of me and i just want to fully express myself to anyone. its like a little mild depression. i mean not saying you are, O_O thats what the doctor said to me teen depression. 
