the problem is, I want to be skinny. 110lbs maybe.
I used to be anorexic. February of 8th grade, I started not eating much...then barely anything. My friend convinced me to stop.
But I've been on the fringe ever since. Occasionally going a day without food and feeling proud of myself for it. Weighing myself a few times a day, always getting mad if it says over 128...even if I had just eaten.
always being happy when it says under 127.

I'm a size 5 in pants...small to medium in shirts.

For some reason, I want to be so skinny...to have no tubby looking stomach, no wiggly thighs or stomach fat. I want that perfect, flat stomach it seems everyone else has..

Does this make me anorexic? Even if I don't starve myself and some days I eat like a fat pig (Getting double lunch and seconds at dinner..even eating a snack!)
It's only maybe once a week that I eat less (skip breakfast, nibble lunch..or skip it, and eat some dinner)

But it's getting worse and I keep wanting to stop eating..but I don't have the control to do it..

I went through that eating thing to, don't worry. you can get through it. PM me if you want

-------
Life's not fair, It's just fairer then death, That's all