I watched an incredible documentary last night . I don't know if anyone here can see TV Ontario, or if it's on again. But it's called "Thin". http://www.tvo.org/TVOsites/WebObjects/TvoMicrosite.woa?b?8976311204509645000 Shadowcry, your point about wasting so much time and losing out on so much of life happening while you were counting calories was brought up a few times by patients in the documentary. It was heartbreaking to realise how difficult it was for some of the girls and women to stop their self destruction even after treatment. But it was also wonderful to see some of them get back control of their lives instead of their food intake.
I think you have a wonderful depth of courage.
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A Parent, old geezer, and sometimes I know what I'm talking about.