I don't have any major (as in MAJOR!) problems, and some might consider the discussion of my problems as a "waste of time", but name one thing that's gone right for me this week (or year.) 1. I'm a writer, and I've been working on this "saga" for the past 8 years. I nearly wound up working with a producer who put me through all sorts of shit, intentional or not, and I never want to go through that again. I lost 3 friendships as well, because of that.
2. I had a crush on this girl in highschool and we were pretty close as friends. But because Mr. Producer verbally abused her, calling her a destructive amateur, she refused to have anything to do with me and my friends. After all we've been through, then she called me a gutless 2-face coward, WHICH I'M NOT. Then she flirted with my best friend AFTERWARD!!!
3. Everything built to a climax yesterday.
a) I attend a funeral of a person who was like one of the last remaining links to my childhood, and I hate people dying!
b) I get home, after a 2-hour drive there and back, and that girl started her shit all over. I couldn't handle it.
c) Then the computer temperature went out of control and my hard-drive collapsed (CPU error)
d) My best friend starts blaming me, but I know nothing about tech. and I had no idea that I had faulty fans etc. So the hard-drive could be buggered! THRILLING!!!
e) I decide to watch a video, but the VCR won't work. To move the frame with the TV is like moving 10 fridges. I wasn't going to break my back simply so I could find one little obscure cord in amongst all the spaghetti. But I was still pissed off.
Everything's just come together, like that song on "Bat Out Of Hell 2", LIFE IS A LEMON, and they all scream "It's Defective!" everything time a question is asked. I'm so out of it, frustrated, upset, depressed, helpless and almost numb.
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