serious trust issues -- LiveWire Teen Forums

well I've had them pretty much all my life, i dunno it might be because i had this best friend before i started school, i mean i really liked her and thought we'd always be friends, when i started school she pretty much ditched me and just hung out with other people. i was 4 when that happened and i know it was something little and pathetic but it made me think all people would be like that. i got bullied at school and had to be home schooled. i made 3 best friends and we were really close, whenever any of them made a new friend I'd kinda freak out. but yeah i didn't go over the top or say anything to them. about 2 years ago i decided i was being stupid, that i wouldn't make new friends through fear of rejection, so i made this new friend, lets call her Jane, she was nice, we talked and hung a lot. she became good friends with 2 of my best friends... long story short Jane decided she didn't like me anymore, but wanted to be friends with just my best friends. she made up rumors about me and said I'd been saying things about them behind they're backs (which i hadn't) and now they hate me.. i have one friend, I'm depressed and i want more friends, but if i do, they'll just betray me and I'll end up with no one. i don't know what I'm supposed to do

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