Hi people. So i'm not looking for responses or anything really, i just need to talk to someone.. or no one. So about two and a half years ago i was diagnosed with clinical depression. i was on anti-depressants for half a year while i got my life back under control and in order. Well like i said its been a few years since then, and just this year i moved away to go to university. i left my family, friends and love of my life back home, but i've been doing alright. lately though i've been going through a really rough patch. its like nothing seems to matter anymore, yet i still stress out about everything thats going on and i'm just in a downward spiral. i've always tried to pull myself out of times like this by considering all the good things in my life, or by using good music or something, but nothings working right now. i just feel completely lost in a world that i should be ecstatic to live in. i feel terrible that i'm blessed with such a wonderful life, yet i can't seem to enjoy it for all its worth. i keep on randomly just breaking down into tears over little things that i should be able to deal with. i just don't know what to do anymore.
OTZ depression makes u a fighter .......if u wanna win ,u will ............
Post edited at 10:02 pm on Mar. 26, 2008 by Jingxinjingyu
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Awe depression really does hurt and I have a soft spot for depression.
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