Tried to keep on even
Though I felt so depressed
I wanted to lay the past
To rest

But everyday I'd pick
Myself apart and other
People always seemed
To start

I began to think of things
I never thought before
I'd only cry behind my
Bedroom door

Things that use to seem
Improbable became real and
Unstoppable suicide and
Self-harm doesn't seem illogical

And you may not see it now
But I'm hurting somehow
To confess this pain I do not allow
And although I cannot bring myself
To say it I need you now

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if you dont ask the answer is always no
if you dont step forward, your always in the same place