I am new, This is my first post but I need a little insight. Below are a list of the things I do or supposedly do, maybe you guys could add a little more insight as to what I'm dealing with: Self-injury- cutting, not very deep though just enough to draw blood
I only can talk about me, not interested in talking about others- it bores me
When someone is crying and is hurt, I don't have any emotion and don't ask what's wrong
Very competetive
I've made a spread sheet of all the men I've slept with, their age, how many times I've slept with them and their rating
When someone gives me a compliment I pretent I don't hear it so they will have to repeat it again
When I have been in therapy, I seem to know more than the therapist
I cannot to take criticism at all, I get back at ppl who do criticize me
I was spoiled as a child
Manipulative/controlling
Stood in front of a mirror for 45 min as a way to calm myself down
Never had any close relationships, they've all been superficial
When my brother came back from study abroad, and talked about his trip I got very envious because no one was paying any attention to me, I felt like I wasn't cared about, like covered up or something
BTW I do see a therapist tomorrow, she is new. What things should I be the most concerened about?