What you need to do, is hold onto that feeling. Seriously. Right now. Picture yourself in that Hospital with the Nephew. Just try to capture all of the good thoughts that you had. Bundle that alllll up. And DON'T forget it. Whenever you start to feel the least bit depressed, immediately bring that bundle of thoughts back up, to suppress any kind of suicidal thoughts or tendencies that might come back.

As for the depression. Mostly every single teen has those moments in their life. Where they know they have a great life, but they can't help but feel like everything is wrong, and want to end it.

I want you to know, that I'm here for you. I know how.....isolating, that feeling is. And i hate that feeling. I want you, if you ever dive back into that feeling, to message me, and we will talk about what's going on.

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Stop talking, or i'll put you back in the trunk.