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Father's Suicide
Replies: 14Last Post April 5 6:49am by Saharah
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My father commited suicide over 3 years ago. we didnt have a very good relationship when he was alive and when he died i was actually relieved. i felt horrible for feeling that way because hes my dad. to this day i have dreams that he comes back and all i can think is go the hell away. ive never told anyone how i felt about it because i  feel so ashamed of being happy about such a tragic thing.

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Hmm...im sorry...

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God that sucks, but I mean dont feel bad you cant help the way you feel.

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uwastedmyheart


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I will jump up in joy the second my father dies.

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I want you to strangle me until I stop breathing,
my eyes are bloodshot red, and body turns blue.

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sosupkthnx


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Don't listen to these other people, pm me if you want to talk about it I'll listen.

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( crazyrugger )


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Quote: from sosupkthnx at 8:22 pm on Mar. 30, 2008

Don't listen to these other people, pm me if you want to talk about it I'll listen.

thank you for being kind

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DarkSunshine


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I'm sorry.  I don't know what i would do in your situation. I love my dad, so I really don't know any advice I can offer you

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sometimes, hatred isnt a bad thing

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endearment


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You're feeling guilty, but if that's how you feel then that's that. people have different relationships with their parents,

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xfactor89x


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well I mean you really can't control how you feel, right? Don't be to hard on yourself

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Saharah


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Their are lots of reactions to suicide that are natural, and one of them is relief. It sounds like its something that you really need to talk about, it might help, consider talking to a school counselor or a help line. Just so that someone could help you come to terms with your emotions. Feeling this way does not make you a bad person.  

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