I know everyone has moments where they just want to throw something at somebody or to the other side of the room, but my anger seems a little bit more aggresive than that. You see, I don't know if it's normal or not, but sometimes I'll get so angry that I'll want to set fire to things, or even worse, sometimes I think about killing people. Then this other part of me just sort of makes me forget about it ( I guess that would be my conscience). I think this all stems from the fact that I really cry because I think of it as shameful. It's just when I was a child, it seemed such a degrading thing to do. Anyone else feel the same way?
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In darkness, the stone becomes the buffalo. In sunlight, all is as it is.