Hey,
I know you feel sad and lonely, but don't give up. Did you ever ask your friends why they decided to abandon you?
Try writing them a letter, telling them how much they meant to you and that you need their friendship.
If they don't get back to you, or feel the friendship has set its course, you'll have to move on. I know that is a difficult thing to think, but you won't be left with much choice. You need to pick yourself up and rebuild friendships.
Making friends is never easy, especially best friends. It's not something we're taught at school, we just learn it, through life.
However, the following websites will give you some good advice on what you can do:
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Website 4 School is a daunting aspect of life, however, education is important. Not only will going to school allow you to get a decent education, but you also develop social skills.
Don't give up, it seems hard, but in the long run, it will be better for you. Instead, you need to take a look at just why it is you are falling behind. Have you discussed these concerns with a teacher? Perhaps talking to a close teacher would help. Let them know about all this. That you feel hopeless.
In the meantime, check the following websites for advice on what to do:
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Website 6
The issues you face with your family are very common, everyone feel their parents push them too hard. The important thing is that you don't give up. You need to tell them just how they are making you feel. Perhaps you could also write your parents a letter, telling them that you are trying your hardest, but you are at a stage in life where you need their love and support, not constant pushing.
Visit the following sites for more information on what actions you could take:
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Website 9
Remember, there are people who care for you, they may not always show it, but they do.
Don't give up.
Good luck.
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