What do I do? It's a question that we have to ask ourselves on a daily basis. Sometimes the answer matters a lot - do I marry him? Do I keep the baby? Sometimes it hardly matters at all - get the tomato and cheese sandwich or the ploughman's? Every time, though, you have to make a decision. Sometimes the decision is in not making the decision, because one thing is going to happen anyway. In fact, something is always going to happen. You'll get the cheese one or you'll get the ploughman's or you'll opt for the bacon instead or you'll decide not to have lunch after all or maybe you'll suffer a heart attack right at that minute and never have to make the decision because you're dead. Something has to happen, though.
Keep that in mind. If you decide just to let yourself die, then what's going to happen? You're just not going to be there. You'll never be around to realise the outcome of your decision. Surely, if you just keep on ploughing on, taking things day by day, then something will happen in the end? Stuff might go wrong anyway, but everything might go right. Surely it's worth taking that chance?
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You love me because I like daffodils because they are yellow
But I do not like daffodils because they are yellow