....Im going out local again tomorrow, at the front of my mind is "Will Catherine be there?", and in the long run it doesnt really make a difference whether she is or isnt, cos Im still gonna feel depressed about her when I get home again SOOOOOO....
....do I get absolutely wasted on a bottle of vodka and turn up to the club with a big grin on my face, barely able to walk, and everyone saying I look fucked, and I will be fucked, and it wont matter whether Catherine is there or not, and nobody can say anything that will hurt me, and I wont be in a state to fight, and anyone who does try and fight with me will be seen as a total loser for trying to take advantage of a guy while hes pissed.

But then.....what will Catherine think, if shes there? Will she be disgusted by me? She saw me pushing around with a friend while I was drunk, and then I got kicked out of the club last saturday for being too drunk.

Awww man!


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I mean... really, you have had many problems drinking lately, getting kicked out of bars. I say, maybe one night although it might be hard you don't get drunk!!!

And if you do get drunk, maybe you should just drink a little.. your old enough to know your limit. Or you should be, i know there are people who are 40 years old, knows there limit but just decides to keep going. You don't want to end up like that!!!

Another thing-- Maybe Catherine doesn't want to see you like that... Maybe she doesn't like you drinking all that much, and maybe thats why shits been happening like it has. My advice to you, is maybe talk to her sober!. She would probably appreciate that a lot more. You have to prove to her your just not a drunk guy looking for a piece of ass....

If she doesn't drink a lot chances are she doesn't want her boyfriend to drink a lot, and although your not her boyfriend... Maybe you could be if you stopped drinking so much :)...

Good luck hunny.
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"I can get drunk and no one can say shit, cause I'm drunk."

Lame.

You're upset about this Catherine girl. That is apparent. I don't know the whole story, but I don't need to to know that you're using getting drunk to escape from everything.  This isn't a question about what Catherine thinks, or who will fight you. It's time to ask yourself what you think about what your doing.

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I don't know who Catherine is, but I am assuming that she is someone you like/respect.  If you go out and get fucked up and go to the club, what is she going to think?  (Edit: Ok,  I just read through a ton of your posts, and what I am saying has more meaning than I originally thought.)  

Here's the honest-to-God truth:

I see you as a self-destructive human being.  You are doing things in your power to make your life shit.  Think about it man; "The girl I am crazy about doesn't really care for me, and I am going to go to the dance club shit faced and look like a moron."  What about that sounds appealing?  Start doing well for yourself.  Maybe start going there sober and start talking to HER?  Then eventually asking her to dance.  

I couldn't find what happened between you two, but If you message me and give me some background or maybe links to key topics, I would be happy to help you.

~Shaun

Post edited at 6:31 am on Mar. 22, 2008 by wolverineh8ter

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