Damn right.....it's all ways been fuck me!! It's always been fuck me ever since i was little. Draging me around town with her to every crack house in town, getting in cars with her with nasty old men, abandoning me at Grandmans for a whole fucking year when I was 4 AND i haven't mentioned the shit she pulled on Christmans!!! Or now.
She steals from me, takes my flute, saxophone, AND keyboard and pawns it in for drug money.My DAD gave me those, the only REAL parent i had and she just loses them in the pawn shop! Gone forever! She EVEN takes my perfume and clothes and fences it for money for drugs!!!

Fuck me?! No, fuck her!! That's what i say. Fuck her, hell... fuck everybody that had caused me pain in someway in my 16 years of screwed up life. It's about time I started caring for myself and not about how my mom is a fuck up and is ruining my life. It's time for me to do what I want to do and stop shouldering all the responsiobility aroung here!!!

Yeah, so im not perfect and came home at like 2 a.m. from a party with my friends. So what, I had fun and met some pretty cool guys there. I'm 16 years old, i have a mind of my own and I'll use it!
Ever since i was little I've listened to the idiotic babble that would spew out of my moms mouth. 'This is the last time...just ask your dad for 20 bucks and give it to me.' or 'I swear that's the last time, I'll never take nothing from you again'. Bull fucking shit!!!

Everyting is lie or a mind game with her!

She doesn't work, she doesn't clean or cook....what the fuck am I doing calling her mom?!

Isn't a mom supposed to care that you're hurting inside?
Isn't a mom supposed to go shopping with you to pick out dressed for the dance?
Aren't they supposed to teach you everything about what being a woman is all about?

Well, not my mom. The only thing that matters to her is how fast she can get the money and then run off in her broke down ass car to smoke her fucking brains out!! MAN I HATE HER!!!!

Why can't she stop being so.....UGH!!! If i had a normal mom, a lot of fucked up shit that happened to me in my life, would never have happened.

But hey, we can't control the families we're born into. Just happened I was born into a fucked up and dysfunctional one.....

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East to the sea, West to the land
Death to the bitch, who touches my man!

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Your family just needs to ditch the drugs.

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agreed

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Anyways,  It really sounds as thought you live with drug addicts. You are a smart person for walking away from that situation. Your mom should never leave you alone for a whole year That's  never a god thing to do. Where did you live. You were probably in better hands. Maybe leaving or turning your mom into the police is a good idea. I know getting the police involved is very hard but they are professionally trained to set these people straight and sometimes it works and then again it doesn't  work sometimes. Try talking to your mom about it and if that doesn't  work tell her that you want to live with your dad. ok

Message me if you want to. ok  

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I'm  one Man against a bunch of boys!!!!