But Catherine was there.... and I dont know what to think.

I dont remember her being so short! lol. She had her hair cut a different way. I walked past her maybe 8 times during the night, I didnt look at her once when I did, i just wanted her to know I was there.

But I want to know if anyone else can help me just draw some information from her reactions, first off I didnt talk to her. I didnt really have an oppurtunity.

There was once where I noticed she went to the toilet on her own, and I waited till she came out from a distance and walked out on to the crowded dance floor so that our paths would meet. And I doubled up on myself and who was behind me but Catherine, and she topped dead, and instad of going between me and this other person she went around the other person.

Another time that was significant, was that I hit the dance floor again with my best friend and we were dancing and these two girls on my right were holding hands and twirling each other, and I needed to get past them for some reason. Anyway they hit me as I was walking and they let go of their hands and I said "Fucks sake" although I doubt it was audible, and I glanced to my left, and one of the girls who was twirling, was Catherine and she was looking at me her hands by her side...and it was just strange, although it was a glance and I just ccarried on my way.

I know I shouldnt be reading into things like this, but Im crazy about her, and I didnt really have an oppurtunity to talk to her anyway, cos I wanna avoid her friends, considering 2 of them were cunts that pretty much talked her out of anything with me.

Can anyone just try and suggest what Ctaherinee might be thinking or feeling, cos she wasnt throwing glances over at me or anything, although I was in a completely seperate part of the night club to her anyway.

Any psychologists here?

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you're over thinking.
Knock it off. Don't be a wuss cause you want to avoid her friends. Catherine is certainly a rational person, she can make up her own mind. I can't suggest anything, you've just got to suck it up and start talking to her again. Or avoid her for awhile and let things settle down before you jump into the fray.

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you didn't drink at all. Good call and good step.

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My first thoughts on all of this is that Catherine was probably surprised to see you sober. From what I can gather, when she's seen you out and about before, you've always made some sort of a scene, made it clear you were looking at her, all of that. However, that night you stayed sober, well, you didn't look at her obviously and you didn't attract any negative attention to yourself. This was probably a bit of a shock to her, y'know? Other than that, I don't think there was anything major to be taken from her reactions. She may have reacted to you in similar ways before, but when you're sober you tend to notice absolutely everything, hence why you've never noticed it before. I'm not going to give you any false hope and say that there was any real deep meaning in her reactions, my gut feeling is that there probably wasn't - other than perhaps surprise at you being sober, or maybe she wasn't even surprised, but I do think she'll have noticed it. Which is a positive sign.

If you are absolutely sure that you want to pursue something with Catherine and don't want to try and move on, then all I can suggest is that you continue going out and not getting completely wrecked. This will show a MUCH more mature side of you, and when you're sober you're less likely to get into any fights, get thrown out for being drunk, or sit staring at her for the night or such like. Being sober will allow you to act as you did the other night - she'll see you, and she'll see your change in behaviour. I'm not saying she'll be attracted to this and I'm not saying that this will change her mind about you, but I do believe it'll show her a different and much better side to you. And, eventually, given time, you may feel comfortable enough to give her a wave, give her a smile, talk to her. To buy her a drink, to have a dance with her. All of this is going to take time though, and it's something you're going to have to build up and work on. Keep going to the club sober, or relatively sober, and pay no mind to her friends. Show your maturity once again by showing that you're over her friends and the way they reacted in the past. Show that you've moved on from it all, yeah? Mature men are more attractive, in all honesty.

Again, if you're absolutely sure that pursuing her is what you want to do, well, it's going to take time. More sober nights, yeah?

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