Do you ever feel like nobody wants you around anymore? Ever get that vibe that people are just thinking "Jeez, why wont this guy just go away?". I feel like if I just vanished, everyone would be relieved, like I wouldnt be a burden anymore. I dont feel like this for no reason. It seems like all my friends and family are just sick of me. My friends dont include me in stuff anymore. They never tell me when they are going out for drinks and dont even respond to me online anymore. I find out what fun they have had a few days later on facebook and it really hurts that I was left out. And its not from lack of trying, Ive been going to see them and trying to stay involved and stuff but it just seems all my effort is thrown in my face. My family is just as bad. At the moment Im living with my brother and him and his wife have no respect for me and treat me like crap, even though Im paying rent and bills. They just dont treat me like Im equal at all, like Im a burden, even though it works out better for them this way, because there is someone else to help financially. They keep saying stuff like "you cant do that in MY house" even though Im pulling my weight, and if I try to say something about it they turn it around and make out like its my fault. I just feel so alone and like everyone would be better off with me gone. I cant wait until I can just pack up and move to another country and start afresh. I dont want anything to do with these people anymore. They have hurt me so much I just never want to see them again. Has anyone else ever felt this way?
Yes i know the feeling...and it really sucks. =(.....at the minute i just feel like i want to run away from everything and take a long holiday in the sun where i can make myself feel better.
------- Pardon me...while i laugh! xD
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tastetherainbow
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all the time. i feel like that now actually
------- all you need is love
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sweetsimba
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Ya! nobody wants me. Everybody will be more happy after I have gone. It's everyday same shit. I don't want to be alive anymore. just want to be dead. These hellraisers sexually abusing me everyday. without any reason.
------- Let my concisious take me to a point, where everything would come to an end in split of a second.
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Will Smith
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It depends partially on your mood. Our moods get more complex as we advance with age, so it's completely normal.
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FlyGeEk87
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Yeah sometimes i feel like that and then i realize that i might need new friends and some thing else to do.
I feel that way all the time. Not even my boyfriend seems to want me around anymore.
------- "Under the hardness of her facade a woman's heart is still beating."
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Oregon503
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lots of times... but someone does.
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