when me and my favorite guy first started "seeing eachother" we were pretty much friends with benefits well more like strangers with benefits because we hooked up the first time we met, and we kept just hooking up at his job for like months. Now i think we have moved into  actual relationship status. he says that we have. We go to each others apartments now, we spend alot more time together, he calls me "girlfriend". we always tell eachother how much we care about eachother but im worried. i'm worried that I'm the only one that means it, he could just being saying those things because he knows i've got feelings for him and he doesnt want to lose the sex. he says our relationship isnt all about sex but everytime we're together we have sex, or i give him head. there hasn't been one time that we havent done something like that. and now something happened so we cant have sex for a while, and he hasn't called me in 2 days, so why would i beleive him?? i dont know what i should think, if i should trust him. what do u people think? we have been seein eachother for 10 months now.

Edit: i want to talk to him, but if i even bring up that im doubting him he'll get mad and find some way to turn it around and make me the bad guy. Everytime i bring something up we just get in a huge fight and i end up apologizing to him.

Post edited at 5:53 am on Jan. 2, 2008 by Anonymous