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Cutting My Anti Drug.... Don't Judge Me |
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 Replies: 8 — Last Post June 28, 2008 9:29pm by ehmusic
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( aGIRLunknown )
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I started cutting on Aug 23, 2007. This is the day that I left for college. I never thought I would ever cut. I have never felt so much guilty pleasure in my life. With each cut I feel the stress lifting off my shoulders. I feel the endoephans rising in me it gives me so much of a high that I don't need to smoke right now. I sat in my dorm room for almost 3 months before I steped out into the college scean. I left school because I got wraped up in Smoking pot, drinking and cutting. My parents blame my boyfriend for me leaving school they think that I left so that I could be closer to him. I stoped cutting for almost 7 months.
I moved in with my boyfriend
His mom went to Jail- I cut 1 slit
His mother is making him move to P.A- I cut 4 times I have many feelings of hate twords my mother, his mother (I still love her she was there for me when my mother wasn't), and a few of my friends I don't know why I carved my boyfriend's name on my knee, His mom saw it and asked what happened I told her I wrote on my self with a dead pen (she bought it) So I started cutting in places were no one would see. My mistake-
I cut my left wrist and my sister noticed told her husband, then told my father. MY father said nothing to me. My mom just notised today (almost a week later) She has said nothing to me yet. I don't want her to. I want to stop but I rather cut myself then drink or smoke pot at times. I have taken 2 shots of 80% proof vodkka.
If I didn't drink I would never be telling anyone. Owell Just Don't Judge Me Post edited at 9:01 pm on June 28, 2008 by aGIRLunknown
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MushroomSatsujin
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So you rather do more harmful things to yourself? Ok then...
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And you, demon, what do you have faith in?
Nothing. I am so exquisitely empty
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JustaKid
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i know what you mean
i cut every once in a while when really upset or depressed...
the physical pain takes the mental and emotional pain away
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aysel star
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Cutting has sort of become my anti-drug too. I've been a month and 3 weeks sober from coke. Cutting helps me release stress. I used to do it for years and stopped for a while. I recently started doing it again (last week).
I get you. Just be sure to take precautions when cutting. Use clean blades and don't cut too deep in areas where large veins are located.
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RJXfuturerocker
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okayy.. so like any person would im gonna tell you that youu really shouldnt cut because your dangering your life. cutting is a security blanket for youu because you dont know how else to handle your problems. try to look for some new habits [not harmful ones] thts all i can really think to say
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