If you want you can send me a PM....if you need someone to talk to. I have to warn that Im feeling like shit myself, otherwise I really would offer more. Do know that I'm wishing you the best and sincerely hoping you feel better.
These words are the best I can offer, and they arent even my own.
Everyone recognizes beauty
only because of ugliness
Everyone recognizes virtue
only because of sin Life and edath are born together
difficult and easy
Long and short
High and low-
all these exist together
Sound and silence blend as one
Before and after arrive as one

-Tao te ching, verse 2 When things get dark, it only causes you to appreciate things more when the light comes out again. The beauty of life can only be seen when one has seen how ugly it can be. Keep on fighting through this. You can do it.
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The old Lie: Dulce et Decorum est
Pro patria mori.
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