You should be proud of yourself for not cutting for a month. That's really good. It shows that you're determined to keep on living and lead a good life. Don't stop there. Don't go back to the way you used to be, because it will just bring down everything that you have tried to build in your life. Don't do it! There's no need to harm yourself at all. It'll just cause more pain and it won't help you at all. You day your life is really messed up right now, do you think cutting will solve the problems? I assure you that it won't.It will only become one more problem to you. I don't exactly know what you're problem is, but I whatever it is can be solved, if it is not within you're reach to solve it, then there's nothing you can do about it, and you should just wait for things to happen.
However if you have the ability to solve it, then don't just sit there and wait for things to happen. Do whatever you can to solve whatever problem or problems you have. Don't wait until tomorrow because it might be too late. Do it today!
If there's nothing you can do about it then don't even think about it. Just wait for things to happen, and don't worry about it. You're life is precious, and so is your body, it would be an act of disrespect toward yourself to cut. Think about the things that make you happy. What are they? Bring them into your life and be happy because of all the good things that you still have. There has to be something that you have in your life that makes you happy. At least one thing. It can't a ll be bad, there's always something good that we ignore.
find that something and think about it more than anything else. Forget the sadness and remember those things that make you happy. Be happy because you are who you are, and because you are coming out of a habit of cutting. Be proud of your self because you're strong.
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Thank you Isobel
For modding the deep thoughts and random shitty theism forum
Aka "Religion and Philosophy: The forum that makes a case for Eugenics