Post edited at 8:23 am on July 29, 2008 by Raging Inferno

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Well, I'm glad that you've come to the conclusion that there is absolutely no one there for you to trust completely, for this is true.  
Many cannot be trusted, especially with traumatizing, personal secrets. I understand what you are experiencing; I've had a friend go through the same thought process as you.  
I was there for her when she was feeling down, and ran to her house when she told me she was going to end everything.  
I comforted her that very day, until she fell asleep, face sticky with tears.  
I left home once I was convinced that she was sleeping, only to wake up in the morning to find that she was dead.  
You may feel shitty right about now, but I can assure you that there is always someone there who loves you.  
Someone willing to do anything to help.  
While others may not seem trustworthy, others are still there to offer support. To listen. Or simply to keep company in the silence.  
I know that you may feel alone, and that you just might feel like throwing it all away. But if you would just wait, just let this shit go by, you would realize how stupid you were for attempting to take it all away. How stupid you were for giving up.  
Many have gone through the same stage, contemplating the same thing as you, if not worse.  
I simply wish you wouldn't do the biggest mistake anyone else in life can commit.  
I simply ask, that you not do anything to harm yourself, nor anyone else.  
I simply wish you the best of luck in whatever decision it is you will make.  
If you ever need someone to talk to, know that I am here.

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I apologise it has taken this long to get this reply posted. IT was not the members fault.

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From a distance you look like my friend,

even though we are at war.

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Well, I'm glad that you've come to the conclusion that there is absolutely no one there for you to trust completely, for this is true.
Many cannot be trusted, especially with traumatizing, personal secrets. I understand what you are experiencing; I've had a friend go through the same thought process as you.
I was there for her when she was feeling down, and ran to her house when she told me she was going to end everything.
I comforted her that very day, until she fell asleep, face sticky with tears.
I left home once I was convinced that she was sleeping, only to wake up in the morning to find that she was dead.
You may feel shitty right about now, but I can assure you that there is always someone there who loves you.
Someone willing to do anything to help.
While others may not seem trustworthy, others are still there to offer support. To listen. Or simply to keep company in the silence.
I know that you may feel alone, and that you just might feel like throwing it all away. But if you would just wait, just let this shit go by, you would realize how stupid you were for attempting to take it all away. How stupid you were for giving up.
Many have gone through the same stage, contemplating the same thing as you, if not worse.
I simply wish you wouldn't do the biggest mistake anyone else in life can commit.
I simply ask, that you not do anything to harm yourself, nor anyone else.
I simply wish you the best of luck in whatever decision it is you will make.
If you ever need someone to talk to, know that I am here.

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sometimes it gets so unbearable.
That I get sick of dealing with it.