The parties i go to always have drugs available and ive been taking for months and i stopped when i got realy out of control but have started again in the past few weeks just to make myself feel a little bit better about myself and i dont understand why he has flipped so badly when he knew i have always done it.

MrsW now knows because he told her and she wants me to get help but im not a junkie i just do it for fun and to bring myself up when im donw. This is the last thing i wanted her to know because im scared she will think badly of me. She wants me to get help and its just making me feel realy bad knowing what ive done but i cant stop myself i still take them.

How would you go about explaining to someone you feel you can really talk to about personal stuff? like how do you start it off? I dont have amum and my dad is awol

I think he was probably very disappointed in you, you don't need drugs to be happy

And sweetie lay off the drugs ur much better than tht!

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"she wants me to get help but im not a junkie i just do it for fun and to bring myself up when im down"

Not to put you down dude but that's a textbook answer for  someone who doesn't want to think they're a junkie, even if they are. If you were talking about weed or something, I wouldn't see a problem, but with hard drugs like coke and if you have needles I hope you don't mean heroin but if you do, well these drugs can really screw you up. You need something positive to fill the void, not coke.

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