okay, for once i feel like really happy. i don't know why. i'm usually really sad and angry with people and myself. i recently took it another step with the boy i've liked for over a year. i don't know if thats it or not. but i'm being more open than usual and stuff. any ideas? :S like, i'm happy with being happy, but it feels.. numb, and fake. when it isn't, i guess. /:
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I have that too. It's not normal, is it?
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im happy for you
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