For the past few months I have been having a really big problem with my weight and eating. I've been working at it, and recently I have gotten my eating patterns back to normal. I'm back to my normal weight, which is 125, but I am so unhappy with it. I feel huge and disgusting with myself. Basically, I have a really bad self image...
I liked it better when I was at 115. Everyone told me how unhealthy I was looking though, which is what made me put the weight back on. Now that its on, I just want it back off.
I have such a huge conflict going on within myself. It takes so much effort for me to eat like I should, and then putting up with the horrible hatred for myself afterwards.
I look in the mirror and all I can see are huge chubby cheeks, thick legs and my horribly overweight stomach/sides. It is tearing me apart because I don't know why I see that image in the mirror...
I need help breaking myself out of this mindset...I can't seem to do it/keep it up myself.
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