my husband is great. he really is, he treats my like a queen. he's very loyal, and he works hard to take care of me. but he works at least 40 hours a week, and i tend to miss him.
he wants to go to his friend's house where alot of his friends will be. there will also be marijuana.
one of his friends will have his gf with him.
well, he asked me to go, and i asked him if he wanted me to. i didn't want him to feel like he had to drag me along. he said "nah, i'll take you next time."
and i completely understand, i really do, honest. and i know he spends all his free time with me, and it's wrong of me to ask for anything more.
but why the heck do i feel so hurt?
maybe i'm too damn clingy. idk. i hate myself for being this way, but i can't help but feel really.... left out?
just trying to let it out.