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ive hit rock bottom
Replies: 5Last Post Aug. 26, 2008 5:57pm by Aliboo
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i trully hate who i am. i cant stand being me anymore. i want to kill myself but I dont want to end up in another hell. i dread going to school cuz i feel so akward and hated. ppl treat me like shit for no reason and i have no real friends. what am i going to do? im trully unwanted and i hate to wake up in the morning. im always sad and no one even notices me. i seriously hate everything about me! no one even cares . i cud disappear and no one would notice. i go 2 skl and ppl just stare at me and walk away. I wish i cud be anything but myself! plz help

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katzkitten


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you havent hit rock bottom,
Cos just when you think lifes shit and cant get any worse...it does so be prepared.
But tbh i wouldnt worry.
Ive noticed you right, so your not totaly invisable. and i know exactly how you feel, when you want to just die to stop it hurting but theres things you need to carry on for?
Dont let others get you down, its your life right. Get a few close friends and stick by them no matter what and they'll do the same for you.
You need to have a positive attitude, even if you feel like shit smile with your head up yea!
Dont let them know there getting to you, get on with school, do as well as you can and show them.
School only lasts 5 years right then its college or whatever? so live the days to the full, school rocks tbh no matter what, all you need is a few mates and some pretty good weekends dotted in and amongst...
Good luck and chin up
x

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Ju5tin


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There will always be people who love you. And if you do decide to kill yourself, you WILL hurt their feelings, whether you believe that or not. You just gotta be strong. That's it. There are plenty of other people in the world with much worse problems than what you're facing, so just keep thinking that to yourself, and many of them actually live healthy, happy lives. Take me, for example. 2 of my friends died, my grandma is in a hospital with Alzheimer's, my grandpa isn't doing so well in the hospital either, I have a broken leg, and do you think I'm going to kill myself? No. In fact, I'm quite happy. And once school is over, you can get away from all the assholes that you face on a daily basis. Just be tough, and don't do anything drastic. There is always calm after the storm.

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oh my. sometimes i feel the same.. like i just sit there and think, what am i anyway? but darling, dont worry. no matter what you are going through, it ALWAYS gets better in the end. if it isnt better, then it isnt the end. thats what i always say to myself. there is bound to be things you like about yourself? i know that you have good qualities. and those people.. they will look back one day and realise that what they did to you is wrong. who needs them people? i certainly wouldnt like to be near them. oh i just wish i could come over and give you a hug! i dont care if them people dont like you, i barely know you and theres something about you i like. thats bound to be worth something? i hope you feel better.

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Aliboo


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You have to get comfortable with yourself. you cant change lives, and everyone has problems and things they have to overcome. Dont kill yourself. I wish I could do more than sit here and try to help, hug you or something.

But its very clear to me that you have walls and barriers around you. Your holding yourself back and people are avoiding you. I would think it would be easy to find a hobby or some kind of interest you enjoy. even if its outside of school you can make some friends. smile at people as they walk by, even if you think its a lost cause, try. by kind to the people around you, they could suprise you. dont expect so little of them.

People dont notice the unhappy people as much, human nature. you gotta come out of that shell, be a little loud. love yourself. you can do it
talk to me if you need it :]

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