Girls they come and go. I see girls everyday that are beautiful, but none have had any sort impact on me like you have. Probably because I'm a loser and don't really know how to talk to girls just yet. But with you things were different. I knew what to say, and I knew it was right. I can't figure out what I did wrong because I would have given anything just to have won you over. I tried so hard, and it felt like I got far... But still nothing.

You were the kind of girl I have had dreams about. That perfect spacial girl that I just needed to bring life into my empty soul. And every minute I was around you, I felt alive again. The way you made me feel was something like a miracle. It's sort of like the way people get lucky and win things maybe. Instead I was lucky enough to be somewhat close to you for a moment. Even though it was only a moment in a chapter of my life, it will always be one of the most important things that's ever happened to me. Because no one but you can make me feel the way that I felt.

I am genuinely a nice and honest guy and I know you saw that. The saying of nice guys finishing last isn't so far off because I did seem to fail somehow yet again. I guess I did everything I could. I poured my heart out to you, and opened up more than I've ever opened up to anyone else before. But you already  had a love. And he took you away, forever.


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"Save the cheerleader, save the world."

its not over

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