i've been staying up until like, 6am, and waking up at 9. i try to go to sleep earlier, i went to bed at 11 the other night adn woke up at 3, stayed up till 6. i can't stay asleep. its like i can't reach that unconscious state. i've tried self medicating.
i feel so tired and weak and dizzy, and my mom wont listen to me, wont take m eto a doc, says theres nothing wrong and that i just need to stop staying up so late
but i CANT sleep