It's 3:00 a.m. where I live when I'm writing this. I can't sleep because the flashbacks are so vivid and terrifying. I've only had like a half hour of sleep because I had a terrifying nightmare and am too scared to go back to sleep because of it. I'm paranoid right now. I'm having panic and anxiety attacks at the same time and they won't go away. I'm so depressed that I feel like giving up. I want to escape from my misery, but I feel there is no way out. Will someone please show me the way out? I feel trapped in my own life, and I don't feel like I belong in my own body because of what happened to me on July 13, 2008. I feel like I'm going to go crazy because the stress is getting to be unbearable. Somebody please help me before I go crazy or lose my mind. I feel like something is missing from my life, but i don't know what it is. Can somebody please help me figure out what is missing from my life? I feel so alone, and I know I'm not. Why do I feel this way? Maybe I'll never know
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makingxmexsmile
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Talk to someone. If you feel pressure is building, telling someone might help.
They might be able to give you some insight also if you're having trouble with a problem.
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skittles should do the trick
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ronda
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is there anyone you can wake up who will be supportive? Maybe talking to them will help you forget about the nightmare, and you can talk through your other problems. You shouldn't let it build up, let it out, otherwise it might just explode out of you at a very inconvienient moment.
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