i know it's probably part of me being a bit depressed... but sometimes i feel like i want to show all my feelings just to irritate and disturb people, like when i'm having a day where i have low self esteem and i act upset, i actually LIKE the negative reactions i get, i know it sounds really bad but when i'm insecure..i actually like to see people looking at me negativly and i actually want them to judge me just so they will feel bad about themselves later on. i think it's a revenge thing because i always feel so misunderstood all the time, i actually want to inflict guilt and i don't know why. how can i stop these mind games???
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Is this kind of attention seeking? (I'm being serious)
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I do this alot too. I find it funny when i make my mother mad at me.
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Its sort of attention seeking really because you wanto get a reaction out of people either to make them mad, sad or just to fuss over you? Go see a shrink!
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