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fuck this.
Replies: 10Last Post July 20 4:27am by devilindisguize
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a few weeks ago i starved myself. i skipped meals and threw up everything i ate, and no one noticed anything. and i lost like 5 pounds. it would have been more but exercising made me gain muscle.

then at my sister's birthday party i kinda stopped for the day. i couldn't get to the bathroom with all the people over, but i couldn't just not eat all day because my parents would notice. so i decided i would eat that day and then get right back to what i was doing.

that didn't happen. and i started eating normally again and just eating a lot of negative calorie foods. well now i've gained 10 pounds and i'm pissed as hell and i just never want to eat again. fuck being healthy. i want to be THIN!

and it scares the shit out of me that i think like that.


3:45 pm on July 19, 2008
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It scares me too.

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be comfortable with your body

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you should talk to your parents about that

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u gunna die soo have fun

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Whats the point of being thin if you're dead?

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Quote: from Alabamarama at 3:48 pm on July 19, 2008

Whats the point of being thin if you're dead?

i'd rather die than be fat.


3:52 pm on July 19, 2008
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Quote: from Anonymous at 6:52 pm on July 19, 2008

Quote: from Alabamarama at 3:48 pm on July 19, 2008

Whats the point of being thin if you're dead?

i'd rather die than be fat.


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the logic is all there

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I know exactly how you feel.
Weight loss the "healthy" way takes so damn long, and doesn't even work half the time.
It's easier to starve yourself and see immediate results, but then you're metabolism shuts down and makes you gain all of the weight back, and then some, when you want to start eating normally again.

Life is twisted. I want to lose weight badly too. Fuck being healthy  

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the "healthy" way worked for me, surprisingly.  i used to throw up after meals and what not, starving myself to become thinner.  i noticed that if i even ate a little bit after that, i would gain weight very quickly.  I said to myself that i would exercise extremely hard and eat the right foods.  that was okay for about a few days until i couldn't take all the workouts.  from there i didn't exercise as much.  all i did was pushups and situps every other day before bed, or after a heavy meal.  i ran/jogged around once a week and, because i love sports, i played basketball and soccer quite alot.  let me tell you, sports slim you down FAST.  i still watch what i eat, and sometimes cave in for high calorie, high fat foods.  anyways, point is, instead of forcing yourself to throw up, become more active and watch what you eat.  it's more "healthy" and more effective than throwing up and starving yourself

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i know exactly how you feel. i'd rather be dead than fat too.
my mind is screwed.
try and get help now before it gets any worse.

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