I asked a friend if we could meet up today as I'm feeling crappy, and could do with someone to talk to, or simply to be in someone's company. I know there are like millions of other people out there I could 'hang' out with, and I saw many of them yesterday, but it didn't feel the same, because I couldn't tell them how I was feeling as they wouldn't understand. Instead I just spent the evening faking it: 'Yes, I'm fine!' , 'Everything is alright!'. This friend I was meant to be meeting today (although, I'm not sure if we will as she hasn't said for definite that she's coming round, and hasn't given an exact time) understands me better because we've both been through the same crappy experiences, and so she'd understand about why I'm feeling the way I do now.
Over the net, she seemed genuinely concerned. I just wish she would therefore tell me for definite what's going on. I don't know, I guess I just feel very disappointed at the moment. I could try texting her, but it would be pointless as she never uses her phone. Hmm.
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