Quote: from ralili at 10:54 pm on July 22, 2008
I am shy and my friends call me a "stick in the mud". I hate it. I am so afraid of making a fool of myself. I used to be wild and fun and love parties and showing off. One of my best friends is also my biggest crush. He likes outgoing girls, which I once was. I need to bring that part of me back. I want to be fun! And not shy. Please help me out. I want to be cute and exciting. It is so hard for me. 
If you have sex with him, then I think perhaps you can redeem yourself from your pitiful state.