its really long...... but i desperately need advice from anyone who cares to read...
so i have a boyfriend...who i love...and ive dated him before...but we mutually ended it just because we both needed time to ourselves...anyway, he can be a great boyfriend...but the only thing that bothered me is that whenever like i wanted to do something, hed have something else planned already and i didnt let it bother me bc its not a big deal..but whenever i did the same thing, hed get mad about it...except its like a half-kidding mad...he always made me feel guilty for stupid shit...and i dont think he even realized it...what sucks is that i took his shit.
this time isnt the same, and im not taking shit...im telling him how i feel..
but i just started a job, and i met this awesome guy thats helping me get more hours and shit...and we talked on the phone the other night...and i told him how i felt about this bf thing and he told me that he likes me...but hopes the bf and i work out and that i can tell him anything and hed love to listen...and telling him this shit my bf does just makes me doubt my relationship with my bf more and more...but i mean, maybe its supposed to happen...idk...weve become great friends...and a lot of this getting to know each other happened between days i work so im exited to see him at work again...is it bad? is it bad that im more exited to see him than my own bf...? i really dont know what to do...