I have this dream where I get raped... -- LiveWire Teen Forums

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Direct transcription of what happened in the dream...it's really creepy and graphic. You have been warned

As for any other dream I do not notice immediatly when it starts. It's a dream when I also feel tactile sensations, which is something that rarely happens.

I am in a room, I think it's a bathroom or maybe a mini-apartment with a "bare" bathroom. It's rather dark in the room and it's rather chilly, also because I am naked.
In the dream I am much younger than I am now (note: this was written when I was around sixteen), like 12 or 13 years old. In the room there is me and other boys, some of them younger, but for what I remember we're all naked. I don't remember seeing any clothes on the floor.
Around us there are men that are talking between themselves and that occasionally laugh. I can't see their face, it's like it's obscured the first time I had this dream; other times I see them wearing balaclavas. From the physique, the voice and the overall looks I'd say they could be from 30 to 40-something years old; 25 at least.
Instinctively in the dream I know that it was them who took us there. I don't recognize anyone of the other boys, nor of the kidnappers; the scene reminds me of those you see in certain movies, when someone prepares to shoot a snuff movie, or when some perverts want to shoot a movie with kids, especially this last one and in the way this is described in "The Treatment" by Mo Hayder, maybe because I have read that book not so long ago and it made a strong impression on me.
I don't remember everything clearly, but I remember them talking to us, even if not what they say to us. Something to soothe us, to convince us to act like they want us to. Some of them touch us, even if not me, or at least not immediately.
Sometimes I also see other men preparing to film the scene. Some of them wear gloves, looks like brown skin and somewhat ruined I think.
At some points there's somebody behind me, with the help of some others he takes me into the (empty) bathtub and places a hand between my legs to touch me, and makes my dick harden. Some of them laugh, then they take a kid in the bathtub. He looks like a six/seven years old but I dunno for sure. I don't remember anything in particular about his appearance; maybe he's a little plump.
The one who's touching me says something to the others, who lift the boy and try to make me penetrate me, but my dick even if it's thin doesn't get in, and I also try protest because it makes me sick.
He squirms, maybe for the discomfort or something, at a certain point he craps dirtying my "thing"; his shit has pretty much the consistence of chocolate, and the things sickens me even more. I protest something against the one holding me but he says something else in a strict tone (I don't remember the exact words) and makes me stop; at the end they renounce because they cannot make me penetrate the boy anyway, maybe he's too tight, or maybe my dick isn't hard enough, I don't know. The one behind me takes off his trousers, I hear the sound of the buttons, I guess they are those pressure buttons from the sound (those ones that are small and metallic, that if you are rather fat or you pull the fabric unbutton by themselves).
I protest again but he keeps me still, in the meanwhile maybe he prepares himself with lube I dunno because I can't see if he only touches himself or if he puts something on, maybe a condom, then he gets me nearer by pulling with an arm on my stomach and he enters me, blowing between his teeth against my hair (he has his head bowed down to easily talk to me, when he talks I feel his breath against my hair).
It's an awkward sensation but in the dream it doesn't hurt, but it burns a little and it's weird, in the meanwhile he touches me without masturbating me and with the other hand he keeps me still. I know he doesn't have a shirt nor a t-shirt because I feel the skin of his chest against my back. I have an arm blocked by his one, with the other one I try to cover my "thing" but he moves my hand or he covers it with his own and continues and I squirm for a while, for what I can since I am blocked. I have my legs in the air and he thrusts himself rather quickly, breathing loudly. The others takes another boy in the bathtub, this time it's older, like 10 or 11 years old, I dunno because I don't remember much about him or maybe I can't see him well, in some versions of the dream he is missing. He's blonde I think or anyway he has fair hair, the skin tone is surely light, lighter than mine.
In the dream my dick is thin but strangely long, this time they are able to make me penetrate the boy, I don't remember if he feels pain or not. The man behind keeps thrusting, but I stopped protesting even if it's uncomfortable and it bothers me. The worst thing is that I am feeling pleasure, my dick feels pleasure from the penetration and while the other fucks me I feel pleasure from that too, and I don't like it, because it's a physical pleasure but I am scared. I think I see a video camera in some versions, maybe they are filming. At a certain point he grabbed my hand with the arm that keeps me still, he keeps my hand still too other than my arm while my other hand is on my "thing", I'm not touching myself but I'm grabbing it as to support it. My dick burns, it's pleasurable but terrible because I can't control it, I can't stop panting nor moaning and I don't even know if I'm crying or if I'm crying out in pleasure, the warmth of that arm confuses me because it almost feels good, his dicks slides in and out easily and that makes me think it's been lubed, or maybe I'm bleeding and I don't notice it and that's the reason, I dunno. My eyes are closed but I can see, sometimes I see myself as from the outside for a while but I feel the same sensations, like if I'm seeing myself from a video camera, I don't remember much about my appearance, apart from the fact that I have the body of a twelve-years-old.
Everything continues, and a certain point I come, and sperm exits. The "thing" comes out the other one's ass and throws out a white jet in the bathtub, even if it looks like milk more than sperm, and it comes out in a spray.
The man behind me comes too not so much after and fills me of that stuff. I feel very sweaty and dripping when he pulls out, and my hole down there is burning, but not very clearly, everything is very blurred exactly like in the dreams, just that in that moment you don't know you are dreaming so it seems normal. I keep whining for a while when he pulls out so maybe I was crying out in pain back then.
After that they takes me away from the bathtub and that guy keeps me on his knees but he doesn't try anymore to get inside me, instead he keeps me still while the other puts a weird thing on my dick, some sort of small pump, then he gives me that thing to pull for pumping, like in those droppers that have that rubbery thing on an end. That one's similar but it's as big as my hand and it's black like the rest of the tube that's attacked to my cock.
He holds me in his lap and tells me to pump with my hand, he holds it by the wrist at the beginning while he has the other hand on my leg, I think, or maybe it is placed on my belly, I'm not sure. He makes me pump and even if my dick doesn't harden I feel pleasure again and I come again as well, this time it's a sensation stronger than before and I feel tears or sweat running down my face while I scream, and I am worn out from the efforts. The hand left my wrist and when I come the black tube is taken off and a weird white-transparent substance comes out, and I have no idea of what that is, looks like some sort of mucus. My dick in that moment is shrunk and it stays down, and I am not on that man's lap anymore but on a chair that is too big and made of wood, with the wicker on the centre of it which is a little ruined. I know because I feel it brush against the skin of my buttocks when I move.
Then I woke up, almost instantly, also because I was starting to be in a state of half-awakening from the point where I saw that stuff coming out from the tube and things got blurred and more confused from that point.
I wetted my briefs, at least the first time, but I think it has been just for the physical sensation of pleasure in the dream, and maybe partly from the humiliation. I've been having this dream already three times, I don't remember if I've had it again because I rarely ever remember my dreams after I wake up.

PS: IF THIS LOOKS LIKE SOMETHING THAT'S POSTED SOMEWHERE ELSE...IT'S BECAUSE IT IS. It's still me who wrote this

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