So, me and my ex have been knowing each other 7 or 8 months. We started dating 2 or 3 months after we met. So we was dating and about a month into our dating I met this girl and we hit it off. It was bad timing I met her cause me and my girl was having hard times. Then a couple weeks or so after I met her I didn't talk to my girl for about a month. The whole time me and the other girl was getting closer and I figured my girl was done with me...so I moved on with the other girl. The night after we got together my girl called and told me she was in trouble and had to go out of town so she couldn't call me. So after a lot of tears and convos. my new girl told me to try to work it out with her because I was obv. still in love with her...true. So I did a few days later she broke up with me, cause she felt like I didn't want to be with her which was kind of true at the moment. Make a long story short me and my new girl moved on with our lives together we was working on getting back together then for like the past two weeks my ex and I have been getting closer again...and all those feelings I thought and claimed was gone rushed back. I've been lying to my new girl about what my ex and I talk on the phone about and when we're talking on the phone. Basically I was cheating on my new girl. My new girl said we cant be together unless I stop talking to my ex...and I'm just not willing to do that.

History: My ex has did me so fucking wrong in the past...never lied to me or anything just did me wrong. My new girl hasn't ever hurt me and is always doing so much for me.

I want them both but I know that cant happen.
So I was just wondering what I should do...cause I want everybody to be happy and I want to be happy.
I'm scared that if I choose one I'm at risk of losing the other.