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( Rabgix )
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I've no reason to truly be angry at anything. Or...so I think. All my life I have been seen as weak, or nothing special. In school I was bullied, but not anymore since like 6th grade. I'm a junior soon 2 be. But now I'm stronger, but still afraid of a lot of stuff. I'm bad with girls, and I feel like I will be alone forever. Sometimes I'm really sad. I can cry because of how ugly and disgusting I am. My religion doesnt seem to help me much. I'd go to therapy, but I can't, I'd be a freak. I dont need anything to really complicate my life anymore right now. Feelings from the past WAY PAST, from like when my parents divorced are coming back. Nothing is happening in my life yet all these thoughts that I can't express seems to complicate it all. Sorry im new here if I am doing this wrong. I just want it all to go away. I want to hurt things. Pain and destruction are things that truly make me happy and make me feel alive. Sometimes I want revenge...but on the wrong people. I want to create chaos and confusion in my school. They all need to see that life isnt as great as they think it is. Idk...I feel invisible too. I want to hurt. I need to hurt. But I dont want to. Help?
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"This world has been connected...Tied, to the darkness.
Soon to be completely eclipsed." -Xehanort's Heartless
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9:39 pm on July 22, 2008 | Joined July 2008 | 33 Days Active
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Aliboo
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myspace.com/artisthecure
i think this would really help you with those pent up feelings.
also, you can try writing or talking to people your trust. those really really help me. i hope you feel better.
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"Tell them to look up, tell them to remember the stars." Renee, TWLOHA.com
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9:41 pm on July 22, 2008 | Joined Oct. 2007 | 175 Days Active
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