I have a bf though, I love him so much.

But lately, there's this one guy whom I just knew cuz he's my groupmate for our nursing duty. I thought he was snob but he's so cool, kind, good (he's super cute too, he's got gf too, but they're far from each other).

But it's just that I've observed this guy likes me or maybe he's comfortable around me cuz it's me who he calls all the time for some info, and he wants me to come with him whenever he wants to buy something in a canteen, cafe, etc..I kinda observed too he's touchy feely, wherever I am sitting he would always sit next to me, and pressing his body too tight against me, then touching my hands. Well, earlier he called me up if I was in school cuz he forgot something and he needed to meet me up at the nearby internet cafe. While there, he sat close to me, then his hand was on the back of my chair and kinda like touching my shoulders, but I didn't put a malice on it. Then we went together to school and I told him if he had to go ahead in the classroom cuz I still need to pay my tuition but he insisted he won't instead he waited for me. Then while we were about to go to the classroom we're talking and he kinda lean close to me and touching my shoulder, like he's about to embrace. Whoah..

Damn, I don't know but it made me forget I have a bf. And I think my wish came true cuz I used to worry about my bf when he's not there, or not texting me or just being an ass sometimes, but now I don't. I don't have this tension anymore in my heart. But I don't have plans on cheating cuz I don't want karma. But it made me feel good, that there's one guy who made my day for a while. I know I have my limitations but I admit I kinda like this other guy, but I'll just have to keep in my thoughts, i know in time this will just fade.

But at least, whenever me and my bf argue at least there's someone who'll inspire me.

Is this wrong or is it healthy for me?

Post edited at 5:41 am on July 22, 2008 by Anonymous

Ignore it, it'll go away.

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I want David Blue.
Right now.

But for now, you're screwed.

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Bunch of savages in this town.

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It is niether wrong nor healthy, it is simply a feeling.
If you say you truly love your boyfriend, i'm sure this feeling will go away in no time.

But for now, you're screwed.

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yeah I can say that, but I'm really putting myself a limitation not to fall for this guy.  As much as possible just keep the friendship and not show any signs of feelings cuz I know it's difficult if I don't use my head.  Darnn..