You would think I would be used to it after about 1564515 times...but I'm not. I still expect people to be here when they say that they are going to be.

I've been sitting here, in this chair, since about 3:00 ready to leave and go out. It's going on 6 now and I'm just so frustrated. It's getting to the point now where it is basically pointless to leave the house.

I was planning on having a good night tonight, relieving some stress and just having fun for once. I've been so messed up lately, emotionally, that this was exactly what I needed. Just getting out. But it looks like I'll end up just staying home tonight and be bitter towards the world.

I have to be up at 4 tomorrow morning for work, so I can't be out late anyway. I got all dressed up for nothing. I never get dressed up like this, making me even more annoyed.  

Comfort me Livewire?  

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grow up, stop acting like children, stop crying for attention.

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"Herb is the healing of a nation, alcohol is the destruction."
-Bob Marley