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 Replies: 14 — Last Post Aug. 20, 2008 11:43pm by rainfall
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( Anonymous )
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I feel so fucking miserable.. for the past year I've been basically clinically depressed, but I refuse to see a doctor or any other proffesional. I'm one of those people who thinks that if it comes on it's own, it leaves on it's own. The reason for that depression was a fight I had with my best friend in which I got accused in just seeing her as a sex object. That fucked me up and every time I see something related to sex now, it starts some thought pattern that heavily depresses me. And it's taking extreme forms, like I've even thought of slicing through the connections by testicles have with my body. Or at least hope I hit them... I've actually sat down with a knife aimed there... The only solution I can think of is fixing my thought pattern, but for that I'd need a girl to make sure that my thought pattern doesn't go there and helps me maintain it for at least 2 or 3 months or so... But I'm too much of a social outcast and too unattractive for that ever to work. I'm fat, underweight, shy and not easy to start a conversation with... But I know that it's just a matter of weeks now before this situation is going to kill me.... I wish I was exagerating with that.. but I'm not.
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10:58 pm on Aug. 20, 2008
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therave39
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Look at kittens, that always cheers me up
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So this is what they call another endless night.
So tired of believing if this is wrong or right.
I think this cause is lost, I wish that I could sleep.
I feel like some kind of shadow, another slave to the week.
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abbeyqtpi
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Just go see a doctor..
Not much LW can do, I think..
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sincerely yours, never again.
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MicrowavedNoodles
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How can you be fat and underweight? -__-
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KEEP YOUR JESUS OFF MY PENIS.
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HXC
Enlightened One
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go look at a nerdy kid. they make me feel better.
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Move your hands and feet. i dont even care if you dance offbeat.
when you dance on me, keep hands off please.
I dont want nobody to think im with you, i mean you seem cool
but your friend seems pretty damn cool too
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11:01 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 | Joined: Sep. 2007 | Days Active: 263
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SaintKris
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I feel depressed sometimes to. Its just a constant circle that tears at your mind till you cant take it. I suggesr medical attention, i completely understand you by all means DO NOT want doctors in this. You can continue to try to do this yourself but if it gets really bad PLEASE PROMISE ME you will at least consider medical help. I mean what will it hurt. Pm if you would like to talk in further.
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Rob Jr. is my awesome LW Son.
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11:10 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 | Joined: Aug. 2008 | Days Active: 32
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SaintKris
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Quote: from Anonymous at 11:19 pm on Aug. 20, 2008
 Quote: from SaintKris at 11:16 pm on Aug. 20, 2008
Quote: from Anonymous at 11:13 pm on Aug. 20, 2008
They've severely fucked me up once, I'm not giving them another chance.
Can you tell me more about this ^
I once went to them about back complaints that I had. The doctor starting poking and feeling and all that crap basically said that there was a musscle twisted and that he would fix it. I spend the next 6 weeks having even worse backpain than before seeing that doctor and once I heard what it was, I hated the doctor so much more. With his poking and shit, he fucking gave me a hernia.
Get a new doctor, plus this is completely different. All they can do is give you antidepresscents.
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Rob Jr. is my awesome LW Son.
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11:27 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 | Joined: Aug. 2008 | Days Active: 32
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SaintKris
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Quote: from Anonymous at 11:19 pm on Aug. 20, 2008
Quote: from SaintKris at 11:16 pm on Aug. 20, 2008
Quote: from Anonymous at 11:13 pm on Aug. 20, 2008
They've severely fucked me up once, I'm not giving them another chance.
Can you tell me more about this ^
I once went to them about back complaints that I had. The doctor starting poking and feeling and all that crap basically said that there was a musscle twisted and that he would fix it. I spend the next 6 weeks having even worse backpain than before seeing that doctor and once I heard what it was, I hated the doctor so much more. With his poking and shit, he fucking gave me a hernia.
Get a new doctor, plus this is completely different. All they can do is give you antidepresscents.
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Rob Jr. is my awesome LW Son.
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11:31 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 | Joined: Aug. 2008 | Days Active: 32
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