im basically screwing myself over -- LiveWire College Forums

Okay, this will be long and ridiculous, but i need to get this off my chest.
I am so confused about everything in my life. My friends... guys... but that's nothing compared to my complete and utter confusion over what is going on with college.
I graduated in june of 07 and i got accepted to this college that was about 2 hours away from home... and i hated it. My first dorm was shit, and the even when i moved to a nice one... and thinking that was the problem, i was happy for a day or two, but i still hated the college. So i left after 2 weeks. I know... LAME. But i went back home and got a job as a part time assistant manager. I make barely any money, but still.. it was something. So in January i started my second college, this one was in the city and i really like it... but i lived at home (this is a private catholic college..so living on campus took the tuition up to $35,000 and thats really high...) so i needed to keep my job to pay for gasoline... which was nearly $4 a gallon, and i was commuting from Suburbs of Pittsburgh to uptown... not a pretty thing wehn you drive a V8 jeep.... but anyways, my student loan completely fell through... and i owe the college $10,000 and i can't go anywhere until i can get a new loan... and i have been denied for all of them... and i dont understand why... i used a cosigner each time, and they have good credit.. so i just dont understand why i cant get one... so i have to take another semester off... and i am so confused about whether or not i should go back to the same college i was at or maybe look at a cheaper one so i can just live on campus....
ive never been more confused in my entire life... i cry almost every night because i am afraid that i will be stuck as a pt assistant at a basic retail store forever because i cant get myself out of this hole.
does anyone have any advice? please?

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