my ex broke up with me a few monthes back, stating he still had feelings for me, but because he was 18 he thought he'd be in trouble.
i havent talked to him since, but now all of the sudden we began talking on im.
and the feelings i once had came back.
we were talking for about a week, when today he says something about one of his old gf's finding him, and how he doesnt know what to do about it.
the thing is when he brought that up i felt kinda upset, and idk why.
the only thing i can think of, is because he was my only bf, and im to much of a loser to have someone else.
no matter how much i try, no guy takes notice of me. and sometimes if i kinda like someone, they only like me as a friend.
it sucks 
. i feel like nobody will ever love me.
and when i see other couples together, i get jealous and angry with myself for being such a loser.
i can't even talk to a guy.
because everytime i even try i LOSE. thats what i do best, i lose 
.
i dont get it, im going to be 17 this year, and not yet has anybody else took notice of me.
idk if i should do something to myself or not.
what can i do? i even added appealing guys on myspace, and none of them ever answer my messages Post edited at 6:58 pm on Aug. 21, 2008 by Anonymous
731 users online 
192295 members 
You have 1 new message.
