i go to community college right now, but planning in the spring of this year to transfer to a four year by my house. i took some time off to work full-time, so technically i should be a junior right now, but it looks like i won't graduate until 2012 (with my bsn in nursing)

i lived in spain for a while a couple years ago with my sister, and now she really wants me to come live with her again.

i'm thinking about going and taking online classes, but i would have to change my major, and it might take me longer to graduate. while there, i would take spanish classes (i've lost all my spanish since being back in the US) and a class or two at the university there.

i wouldn't think twice about going if it wasn't for school and my boyfriend. we've been dating for a little longer than a year and a half, and i love him a lot. i can see us being together for a while if i stayed here.

i'm not really happy where i live now, i hate my job, and overall i'm kind of a little always depressed because i feel like i'm in a rut.

if i lived there, i wouldn't need a job because i wouldn't pay rent, and i could save enough to live for a while.

i don't want to pick up and leave though because i feel like i always quit everything i start. and i don't want to regret cutting it off with my boyfriend (long distance wouldn't really be an option) or postponing school any longer.

i really don't know what to do.